Fourth Truth 4. Through my consciousness of my God-Self, the Divine within, as my Source, I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of Spirit. This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the Presence of God within me is my supply.
Last night, I panicked because I thought a money order had bounced, this is what my credit union told me. I did not want to believe this to be true, that my friends would double cross me. Every person that I turned to, while in a low vibration state of despair (it was for $1200) told me they were frauds, I keep trusting wrong people, should not take money orders, stuff like this. I yelled at my friends, and accused them of fraud, then I assumed the place they got the money order from was a scam, everyone else did too.
Then I found out it was a mistake on my end, they were deposited into the wrong account. I must have switched the numbers around or something.
What did I learn? trust my feelings, which I already knew, and do not panic.Which I already knew. Sigh. Again, the challenge is to remember my Divinity in the midst of Adversity. Perhaps, I did not need to call on my friends when feeling so badly, but I did allow their concern for me to take me down even farther.
I know that money is not the source of my supply. I have done the 40 day prosperity plan enough times to know this in my bones and my blood. but, do I FEEL it? I must be able to SAA: knowing with feeling.What is the remedy? More consistency with my spiritual practice and energy work. That is it.
So, what keeps me from being consistent? Generating revenue and taking care of the Business of Life. I used to think that if I could balance the two, I would be good. However, the goal is to eliminate the duality, and so I see it more as some days I work more, and some days I turn inward more. No day will be the same. The key is to live without judgement of how I am doing! LOL!!
Looking at the dollar sign now, I see it as a caduceus (The Staff of Djehuty and also Imhotep) but with only one snake, only Nebt Het. We need the spiritual incarnate into the physical realm, for sure, this is Nebt Het. However, somehow, the Goddess of Divine Wisdom, Intuition and Inner Discovery, Goddess Aset, has been left off. This is perhaps a mystical way for me to remember to know with feeling when dealing with money and business, and to remain seated on my inner throne and not be moved, to remember my Divinity while in the midst of Adversity. When I see the Dollar Sign, I will remember the Caduceus, and My Divinity. Om Maati Maakheru. The One Divine Self Manifesting as the Dual Goddess of Truth of Above and Below, Heaven and Earth. Assist me in attaining Spiritual Enlightenment. Nehast.
Fourth Truth 4. Through my consciousness of my God-Self, the Divine within, as my Source, I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of Spirit. This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the Presence of God within me is my supply.
How and why does a Neterian Worship the Goddess Lakshmi?” The Goddess exists in all forms, cultures, spiritual traditions, all generations, levels, places, times and space. In my journey, I have come to see every nation you can name as a descendant of Kemet, the land of the Black. Lakshmi is to me, simply another generation, another expression of the Goddess, that came from another Geographical Location. In fact, the words India and Hindu also mean Black, from Kush/Nubia/Ethiopia. Lakshmi is the Cosmic Force of Wealth, Abundance and LOVE. We all could use More Love!
I first became acquainted with Lakshmi when I began my studies with Dr. Pillai, or Baba Pillai. It was during my first observance of Navaratri, the Nine Nights of the Goddess. Since that time, I honor the Goddess everyday, so I usually miss the semi annual celebrations! LOL!! Anyway, I had reasoned that I was in pretty good health, except for my FINANCES! ugh. So I set ut on a mission to find what could be done about thus. That is when I learned about Shreem Brzee from an ex-boyfriend. He had been trying to find a way to help me heal my brain, due to the fact that I had attributed all of my problems to the fact that as an Infant from age 6 months to age of 7 years, I had been given phenol barbitol THREE TIMES A DAY. I had decided that THIS was the source of all of my problems, and that there was no cure. I was kinda suicidal during this time period. I went on a fast for 40 days, I was going to just drink water for 40 days, but my loved ones would not go for it. I secretly just wanted to evaporate. I did raw for 5 days, juice for 5 days, coconut water and water with fruit slices for 5 days, then water alone for TEN DAYS!!! Then the same process in reverse, I told My Divine Self, “EITHER GIVE ME SOME ANSWERS, OR I AM OUTTA HERE!!” I recall that like on Day 24, the LAST DROPS OF PHENOL BARBITOL LEFT MY SYSTEM. It was an incredible feeling. After 40 days, I was still alive, I began chanting Shreem Brzee, and eventually got out of that horrible mindset, and began to open my money flow, my flow in general actually.
If you visit http://www.pillaicenter.com, you will find all kinds of programs and resources to help you get in touch with Lakshmi. Or, you can trust me, and just CHANT! Make your offerings with candle or fire, lots of flowers, she likes cashews. Incense. You know how the Goddess likes it! LOTS of chanting and singing! Just TRUST and KNOW that all of your desires, if in alignment with the Goddess, will be filled, all of your visions will manifest, and you will receive the abundance and money you seek.
Everybody should feel that they are Kings and they have the entire treasury for themselves. That consciousness can come through this sound, Shreem Brzee
from pillaicenter.com
Ultimate Sounds of Diwali, Shreem Brzee
The sounds ‘Shreem Brzee’ represent the very essence of this divine light which descends on Diwali each year. These sounds are the:
Illuminating power (shakti) behind Krishna’s poverty-purifying light, Goddess Lakshmi
Phonemes (smallest unit of spoken sound) that embody ultimate wealth-consciousness, fortune, and pleasure
Force which destroys the internal archetypes of greed, misfortune, and disease
chant along with this video 10 times, and you will get in your 1080 rounds! You can also use counting beads, Mala Beads
On a mala, or set of mantra counting beads, there are generally 108 beads, or some fraction of that number. The question often arises: Why are there 108 beads on a mala?
here are a few reasons from the aryicle, there are many more!
Time: Some say there are 108 feelings, with 36 related to the past, 36 related to the present, and 36 related to the future.
8 extra beads: In doing a practice of counting the number of repetitions of the mala, 100 are counted as completed. The remaining are said to cover errors or omissions. The 8 are also said to be an offering to God and Guru.
Sun and Earth: The diameter of the Sun is 108 times the diameter of the Earth. The distance from the Sun to the Earth is 108 times the diameter of the Sun.
Moon and Earth: The average distance of the Moon from the Earth is 108 times the diameter of the Moon.
Silver and the moon: In astrology, the metal silver is said to represent the moon. The atomic weight of silver is 108.
There are actually NINE SOUNDS for the Goddess. Here is another sound. This one is for attracting relationships, healing, enhancing, clearing energy surrounding relationships.
Improving your relationship with MONEY, family, work, all types of energy. KLEEM.