Day # 4

Fourth Truth 4. Through my consciousness of my God-Self, the Divine within, as my Source, I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of Spirit. This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the Presence of God within me is my supply.
 
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Last night, I panicked because I thought a money order had bounced, this is what my credit union told me. I did not want to believe this to be true, that my friends would double cross me. Every person that I turned to, while in a low vibration state of despair  (it was for $1200) told me they were frauds, I keep trusting wrong people, should not take money orders, stuff like this. I yelled at my friends, and accused them of fraud, then I assumed the place they got the money order from was a scam, everyone else did too.
Then I found out it was a mistake on my end, they were deposited into the wrong account. I must have switched the numbers around or something.
What did I learn? trust my feelings, which I already knew, and do not panic.Which I already knew. Sigh. Again, the challenge is to remember my Divinity in the midst of Adversity. Perhaps, I did not need to call on my friends when feeling so badly, but I did allow their concern for me to take me down even farther.
I know that money is not the source of my supply. I have done the 40 day prosperity plan enough times to know this in my bones and my blood. but, do I FEEL it? I must be able to SAA: knowing with feeling.What is the remedy? More consistency with my spiritual practice and energy work. That is it.
So, what keeps me from being consistent? Generating revenue and taking care of the Business of Life. I used to think that if I could balance the two, I would be good. However, the goal is to eliminate the duality, and so I see it more as some days I work more, and some days I turn inward more. No day will be the same. The key is to live without judgement of how I am doing! LOL!!
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Looking at the dollar sign now, I see it as a caduceus (The Staff of Djehuty and also Imhotep) but with only one snake, only Nebt Het. We need the spiritual incarnate into the physical realm, for sure, this is Nebt Het. However, somehow, the Goddess of Divine Wisdom, Intuition and Inner Discovery, Goddess Aset, has been left off. This is perhaps a mystical way for me to remember to know with feeling when dealing with money and business, and to remain seated on my inner throne and not be moved, to remember my Divinity while in the midst of Adversity. When I see the Dollar Sign, I will remember the Caduceus, and My Divinity. Om Maati Maakheru. The One Divine Self Manifesting as the Dual Goddess of Truth of Above and Below, Heaven and Earth. Assist me in attaining Spiritual Enlightenment. Nehast.
Hotep
Tchiya Amet El Maat
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Fourth Truth 4. Through my consciousness of my God-Self, the Divine within, as my Source, I draw into my mind and feeling nature the very substance of Spirit. This substance is my supply, thus my consciousness of the Presence of God within me is my supply.
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